All righty.
GCSE's and School are both over and I'm constantly thinking of the results, I HOPE TO GOD I GET ATLEAST FIVE! xD
I need to stay at school!! =[
Kay so this means summer?..DUH.
So....this summer I plan to work on my art skills, and Weekends are entirely my own to have FUN.
Lately I've been perfectly busy doing EVERYTHING except art.
I know I've posted a few things here and there but I'm afraid no one's actually paying ANY attention at all, apart from the odd few (THANK YOU btw xD), so that's lowered some confidence a bit I guess. My guess is that about two people at the most will either read/comment this, shows how much I'm loved.
Don't hate me for this but rescently I've gathered an odd addiction for Pokémon LOL, I've re-discovered my favourite is Haunter xD Gastly rocks too ofcourse.
So yeah, sometime soon I'll post the doodle of Haunter that I did, I simply adore him!
I've been catching up on all the old episodes too! God I miss the good old days =[
You're probs asking how I'm getting obsessed...
Well....I currently have 12 games in total..AND I'm eager to collect many more!, my time's been taken up by friggin' POKEMON! I feel like have no life! xD
Rescently I bought the newest Pokédex book it's been amazingly awesome. I bought Pokémon Ranger the other week and quite frankly it's the most boring game I've ever encountered! AND this week I just HAD to buy Pokémon Pearl, I think my Diamond game got lonely ", xD
ANYWAY, I've impressed myself a bit with my pen doodles that I submitted rescently, many because I've never PROPERLY did a piece of artwork with pen before, it's normally wee silly doodles, but yeah, Slash just blew me away on the telly so I just HAD to draw him....again, do you know ANYONE who actually hates the guy? I LOVE HIM.
More Pen doodles will be submitted after I actually find the effort and will power to put my DS away and bring out the art equipment, haha xD.
I have to say I've let my love of the pencil fade =[ hehe, anyways I'm finding it hard getting photoshop for this laptop! and coloured pics will NOT be submitted for some time, this is also due to the fact that I'm an amatuer with it and don't know how to colour professionally without the aid of a graphics tablet...WHICH brings me to my next point xD I'm planning on buying a cheap one to check out how it works and blah de blah. I'm hoping I can use it to colour and doodle stuff on the ol' laptop =]
I havn't even found the time to read my Harry Potter books anymore! =[ I'm lazy when I'm not busy >.<
It takes a lot more to even inspire me anymore.
My sleeping habits are UP the wall ¬¬. I havn't been able to sleep properly for atleast a week or more now -.- so yeah that sucks deeply.
My mum wants me to get a job...but I don't wanna!! =[

For those who actually read this, I appreciate you greatly!
<3 (:

Kay so I havn't been submitting anything lately =/
Why?


simply because I CANNOT BE BOTHERED.
xD
I'm Far too lazy ;D

I'm probs gonna draw some doodles with a pen
Like "Killing Loneliness", dudes check it out (:

Left school for study leave.
=[

I cried so much xD
I don't always show it, but I love school and I'll never want to leave..
EVER xD

Family issues are gay.
Can't state but brothers are annoying anyways.



Got thee bested friends =]

Lifes still complicated atm, BUT I'm happy to anounce that I got a grade B for art.
My two art exam pieces recieved an A
If I do some changes to my sketch pads my entire art grade will be an A =]
The news came as a huge shock xD
Big flow of emotion was flowing around me like a huge bubble..
Anyone to pop it will die xD

KoRn have a new song btw
although you can only listen to it on their MySpace -.-
I hate MySpace =/
But hey, this obviously means a new album too ;]


Quite happy at the minute
Although I'm still lacking stuff for my technology xD

I picked my A levels, (it was a practise picking thing)
Art, Technology, ICT and Religious Education
at the end of the year (if I get back into school that is) I'll be dropping R.E and continuing all the other subjects.

So after all this I've been pretty busy ALL week with my friends and stuff =] Been goin to the park to shoot some hoops I won a loada games too

On Friday I'll be hanging with one friend in particular KAR! I love her!!
She's coming up on Friday ", awesome stuffs, so yeah
Goin' into town on Saturday to hang with a few other friends and stuff =]
Last week was very FUN and shocking xD But we'll not go into that.



I feel emotional =/ xD


Someone HUG ME!!! =]

Three weeks left of school..Im SO far behind with coursework and I'm seriously running out of time!
I realised, that a few people will leave, infact A LOT of people will leave school to go to tech..And I've also realised that I will probably NEVER see them again..
Even the ones I don't like.
I've also got a problem with confidence, I dunno if I'll get the grades to stay at school.
I will do anything to stay at school, And I mean anything!
I feel really emotional about this, some of my best friends I know arent going back and God knows when I'll ever see them again, ya know? :/
The day I get my results is the day I break down and cry.
As I've repeated to everyone of my friends many of times:
If my results are good, you know I'll cry..
If my results are bad,...you know I'll cry..
Scarey stuffs..
GCSEs mean everything to me but my head just isnt motivated to do things in time..
I'm lazyy and its stressing me out!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<